06/09/03

 
 
i am not equipped
for this life

in the store
the man says
his dog barked as the newborn fawn
huddles and wobbles on the side of the road
surrounded
by a buck and others of its tribe

protected
for
now

before the big bus trip
to maryland
i treat my boyfriend to his first massage
he says
it is the best birthday present he has ever received
"awesome"

and while we lay there
in separate cubicles
side by side
separated only by a thin curtain

tension builds in my body
an uneasy awareness of 'his' therapist
who is young... striking
who wears no bra
and sports erect nipples

and though my own body
relaxes muscle by muscle
on its
separate table

my mind works overtime
on a tense script


afterwards
from the city bus
like toxic mushrooms
let loose after rain
fiberglass lighthouses
spring forth
reach to the sky
decorated
on every street corner

a blight upon the earth

reminding me

i am not equipped
for this life


 
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